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     gv‡S gv‡S iv‡Z Avgvi Nyg nq bv| Lye Kó nq| wK KiwQ Avwg! wK K‡i KvUvB mvivUv w`b? wb‡Ri K¨vwiqviUv GBfv‡e wb‡Ri nv‡Z †kl K‡i w`w”Q Avwg! covïbv †kl K‡i Gfv‡e †KD ev”Pvi Rb¨ N‡i e‡m _v‡K! †KD ïb‡jI †Zv nvm‡e; fve‡e, wbðqB ARynvZ w`w”Q| me gv-B†Zv ev”Pv †i‡L KvR K‡i| wKš‘ Avwg †Zv wKQz‡ZB Avgvi ‡kªô‡K Kv‡Ri †g‡qi nv‡Z w`‡q evB‡i hvIqvi Rb¨ wb‡R‡K ˆZwi Ki‡Z cviwQ bv| Avgvi Abycw¯’wZ‡Z I †kªôi m‡½ †Kgb AvPiY Ki‡e †K Rv‡b! wVKgZ LvIqv‡bv, Nyg cwo‡q †`Iqv...bv bv, Avgvi †Q‡jUv GKUv Kv‡Ri †g‡qi nv‡Z gvbyl n‡e! n‡ZB cv‡i bv! Avgvi ev”PvUv‡K GZ K‡ói g‡a¨ wKQz‡ZB †d‡j w`‡Z cvie bv Avwg| wKš‘ Gfv‡e †Zv mvivUv Rxeb Pj‡e bv! I GKw`b eo n‡e| ZLb†Zv Ii Avgv‡K GLbKvi gZ cÖ‡qvRb-I co‡e bv| ZLb wK K‡i mgq KvU‡e Avgvi? ïay fve‡Z _vwK wKš‘ †Kvb wm×v‡šÍB Avm‡Z cvwi bv|
     GKw`b Avwg †kÖô‡K mv‡_ wb‡q †ei n‡qwQ| nVvr †`wL, iv¯Ívi cv‡k GK gv Zvui ev”PvUv‡K cv‡k wb‡q Nywg‡q Av‡Q| ev”PvUv Mfxi ggZvq gv‡qi †Kv‡ji g‡a¨ Xz‡K gv‡qi kix‡ii Dci GK cv w`‡q Nywg‡q Av‡Q| A_P `ycyi ZLb 12 Uv 30, gvbyl Mi‡g Aw¯’i| Avwg wcQ‡b wd‡i Avevi I‡`i w`‡K ZvKvjvg; †`Ljvg, gv‡qi gy‡L A‡bK K‡ói †iLvi cvkvcvwk Mfxi Z…wßiQvc| ev”PvUv GZ wKQzi gv‡SI GZUv kvwšÍ wb‡q gv‡qi ey‡Ki g‡a¨ jywK‡q Av‡Q †h g‡b n‡”Q,Gi †P‡q wbivc` RvqMv Ii Kv‡Q Avi wKQz †bB| gvby‡li †Kvjvnj, iv¯Ívi Mvwoi nb©, m~‡h©i Zxeª Zvc- wKQzB ¯ck© Ki‡Q bv I‡`i| Avwg KvR †kl K‡i evmvq wd‡i Avmjvg wKš‘ g‡bi Aw¯’iZv wKQz‡ZB KvwU‡q DV‡Z cvijvg bv|
     †kªô Nywg‡q ci‡ZB †Pv‡Li mvg‡b †f‡m DVj H ev”PvUv Avi gv‡qi gyL| wK K‡i GZ kvwšÍ‡Z Nygvq Iiv? GB gv‡qi Kv‡Q nq‡Zv `y‡ejv `ygy‡Vv Lvevi †RvMvo K‡i ev”Pvi gy‡L †`Iqv  Qvov Avi †Kvb wPšÍv †bB| Ab¨ †Kvb wKQz wb‡q fveevi AeKvkI †bB| ev”PvUvI nqZ G‡ZB Af¨¯Í n‡q D‡V‡Q| wb‡R‡K wb‡Ri Kv‡QB Lye †QvU, Lye ¯^v_©ci g‡b n‡Z _vKj| fvebv Wvjcvjv †gj‡Z _vKj| wb‡RB wb‡Ri Kv‡Q Rvb‡Z PvBjvg, GB ev”PvUv hw` eo n‡q Lvev‡ii Rb¨ †Kvb eo Aciva K‡i †d‡j, Zvi Rb¨ `vqx wK ïay GB ev”PvUv Avi Zvi gv? bvwK AvgivI? I‡`i Rb¨ wK Avgv‡`i †Kvb `vwqZ¡ †bB? gbUv AviI Aw¯’i n‡q DVj| fve‡Z jvMjvg, wK Kiv hvq Ii Rb¨? Avwg wK I‡K A‡bK Lvevi wK‡b †`e? bv, Zv‡Z Kx n‡e- Kw`b c‡iB †Zv†kl n‡q hv‡e! GKevi fvejvg, Ii `vwqZ¡ wb‡q †be| wKš‘ Ii gv wK ej‡jB Ii `vwqZ¡ w`‡q w`‡e Avgv‡K? ïay I †Kb, AviI KZ nvRvi nvRvi, j¶ j¶ c_wkï Av‡Q Ii gZ- Zv‡`iBev Kx n‡e? bv, Gfv‡e n‡e bv| I‡`i AwaKv‡ii Rb¨ jo‡Z n‡e| wKš‘ Kvi m‡½ joe Avwg? †K ïb‡e Avgvi K_v?
     Avgvi Aw¯’iZv AviI evo‡Z _v‡K| wKš‘ wK Kie wKQzB wVK Ki‡Z cvwi bv| Avgvi Nyg Av‡mbv| Avwg Amnvq-Gi gZ Dc‡ii w`‡K †P‡q _vwK Avi Avgvi †Pv‡Li mvg‡b gv Avi ev”PvUvigyL †f‡m I‡V| Avwg Gi c‡iI wPšÍv Ki‡Z _vwK wKš‘ †Kvb K‚j-wKbviv cvB bv| mg‡qi cÖPÛ `vc‡U Avgvi Aw¯’iZv Kg‡Z _v‡K| Z‡e wb‡Ri AmnvqZ¡ †_‡K †ei n‡Z cvwi bv| Av‡¯Í Av‡¯Í Avwg Av‡Mi iæwU‡bB wd‡i Avwm|
     fvwe, †Kb Avwg I‡`i Rb¨ wKQz Kivi mvnm AR©b Ki‡Z cvijvg bv? j¾vq gv_vUv bZ n‡q Av‡m| †kªôi gy‡Li w`‡K ZvwK‡q ewj, Òevev, Avwg Avgvi meUzKz w`‡q ïay †Zv‡K GKUv mwZ¨Kv‡ii gvbyl wn‡m‡e M‡o Zzje| ZzB Lye mvgvb¨ wKQz n‡jI I‡`i Rb¨ wKQz GKUv Kwim|Ó

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     †Zvgiv GL‡bv A‡bK †QvU| Avgvi K_v¸‡jv nqZ GLb eyS‡e bv| †mB w`‡bi Rb¨B wjLwQ †hw`b †Zvgiv eyS‡e|

     Rxeb A‡bK msMÖv‡gi| AšÍZ Avgvi Rxeb †_‡K Avwg ZvB †R‡bwQ| memgq GKUv ¯^vaxb †PZbv wb‡q c_ P‡jwQ | AvRI PjwQ| memgq †Póv K‡iwQ ¯^”QZv I cweÎZv w`‡q Rxeb Mo‡Z| Avgvi †fZ‡ii A`g¨ B”Qv¸‡jv‡K gh©v`v w`‡qwQ memgq| Avi Zvi Rb¨ KvR K‡i †MwQ| ZviB djvd‡j AvRI AvZ¥gh©v`v m¤cbœ GKUv †ckv‡Z mybv‡gi mv‡_ Kg©iZ AvwQ| Avgvi j¶¨ R‡qi Rb¨ †h me †gŠwjK msMÖvgKi‡Z n‡q‡Q, †Zvgv‡`i j‡¶¨i Rb¨ nq‡Zv †mUzKz msMÖvg Ki‡Z n‡e bv| GUv Avgvi Rb¨ A‡bK AvZ¥Z…wßi|
     Avwg Avgvi Rxeb †_‡K †R‡bwQ, j¶¨ w¯’i _vK‡j Zv Rq Kiv m¤¢e| GUv mZ¨ †h, j¶¨ w¯’i Kiv A‡bKUv KwVb| Zvi Rb¨ wb‡R‡K Rvb‡Z nq| wb‡Ri fvj jvMv, g›` jvMv¸‡jv‡K m¤§vb Ki‡Z nq| wb‡R‡K fvjemv‡Z nq| Avwg Avkv Ki‡ev †Zvgv‡`i Rxe‡b †hb wm×všÍnxbZv bv Av‡m| KL‡bv wm×všÍnxbZv fi Ki‡j, Kv‡iv mv‡_ †hb fvMvfvwM K‡iv|
     gvby‡li cÖwZ wek¦vm Rxe‡bi GK eo ¸b| wKš‘ wek¦vm †hb AÜwek¦v‡m cwiYZ bv nq| wePvi Kivi ¶gZv †hb KL‡bv †jvc bv cvq|
     †Zvgv‡`i Rxeb †hb dz‡ji gZ cweÎ nq| wewfbœ cÖwZK‚j Ae¯’vi g‡a¨I mr, mwnòz IKZ©e¨civqY n‡e| msK‡í `„p I w¯’i _vK‡e| AvZ¥wek¦vm, AvZ¥wbf©iZv, AvZ¥gh©v`v Ges D`viZv Rxe‡bi cÖK…Z eÜy| Aci w`‡K fxiæZv, `ye©jZv, msKxY©Zv I ¯^v_©ciZv bvgK gnvkÎ渇jv‡K Z¨vM Ki‡e| Ck¦‡i wek¦vm Ges ¸iæRb‡K fw³ Ki‡e| evev-gv‡K †`eZvÁvb Ki‡e| 
w`w`gvi Avkxe©v` me©`vB †Zvgv‡`i mv_x n‡e| 
     Rxeb msKxY© bq| A‡bK eo| AvZ¥Z…wß wb‡q Rxeb hvcb Ki‡e-GB Avgvi AvKv•¶v|

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